I’m so fucking proud of Darren. I’ve heard all of his new songs and I really love them. However, there are some songs that gave me the feeling that when he drops that album, he’s gonna be huge, like really fucking huge. That kinda scares me. I know Darren is not one of those who will let fame get to him. I keep having this thinking that “wow when darren becomes big, he will have more fans. And when he have more fans, does that mean he have to stop fucking up his lyrics during concerts and be more professional?”.  

I just love how I know what I’ve done to my hair only after I see a small bald patch. Great job, Chantal. I hope you’re happy

People don’t actually know how suicidal I feel right now. No I don’t have depression or whatsoever. Sometimes I just see the whole point in living just to please everyone. I know it may seem dumb to many people, but the reason why I’m feeling so fucking suicidal is because of my co-curricula activity (cca). I really don’t want to go. But nooooooo, “you have to go tomorrow if not you will have detention on Thursday” he said. Why am I feeling so suicidal over something as trivial as that? Well, going to canoeing makes me feel much shittier than I probably should. I have no friends in there, I’m probably the oldest (apart from another girl), and I’m not even close to my juniors. I don’t wanna be there. Sure, I like being alone. But not like this. Why can’t my teacher just understand that I really really really don’t wanna go?! Do you want me to drown myself tomorrow to prove it to you?!

I don’t wanna die, I just wanna sleep forever

Imagine if there was something that can stop trich…. Like an operation or something. But we all know that there isn’t…..

You know that feeling when you wake up and realized that you pulled lots of hair out? That feeling sucks, big time. Recently, I dyed my hair red. I was doing so well, going two days pull free because I really like my new hair color. But after two days, I started pulling again. People from my work place actually told me that they like my hair and I was feeling so confident. However, what if they found out about my pulling problem? They will just think I’m a freak….

Control yourself. You can do it.

Oh who am I kidding?! I can’t. I’m so done

all these klaine posts are making me really emotional and i have so much feels that it is actually hurting me, in a good way. ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS MY OTP GETTING BACK TOGETHER AND NEVER EVER EVER BREAKING UP EVER AGAIN